A-Safe-Haven

Darkness everywhere Words we never wanted to say Shattered pieces And glimmering tears There's a fire Raging restless and unforgiving Through a place I once felt was safe Silent screams Ever swimming in a pool of guilt These are the moments I wish I was never born

    Often you don't even notice something until it is absent. Until theres an empty space,                     A vacancy within you.       And suddenly you know it's gone.    Its like you don't feel it when someone tells you that they love you but the moment that they tell you that they don't every ounce of breath rushes from your body. You can feel in that leave of breath, every ounce of love that they gave you leaves too, until you are left feeling drained.     Absence does not make the heart grow fonder. It makes the heart ache and ache and ache. Honestly you don't know how much you loved the person until you know how much it hurts

You are sitting on the ground, pulling grass up as you stare at the horizon in boredom.  A girl walks up to you, blocking the view of the sun.    "Do you hate me?"    You blink.  "What?"    "Do you hate me?" she repeats.    You stare at her.  "Uh, why would I hate you?"    "You don't talk to me."    "Just because I don't talk to you doesn't mean I hate you."    "So... you don't hate me?"    You think for a moment.  "Well, I don't know you, so I guess I don't hate you."    "So, if you knew me, then would you hate me?"    You stare at her.  She strikes you as being very odd.  You are unsure of what to say; a part of you want

If I was to bare all to you What would be your reaction? Would you hold me As the wracking sobs left my body? What if I told you I wanted to let go? Just free fall to the end Would you pull me back? Tell me to hold on? Or would you look on As I slowly destroy myself?

If you tell me you're fine, Then I won't question it. I won't ask you about the cuts, Or the bruises. I'll turn a blind eye to everything... Instead I'll ask that you join me tonight, And maybe we'll cook ourselves a little supper. Maybe you'd like to stay over? It'd be cool! We'll watch a movie, play a few games. C'mon you know how much I suck at monster hunter, Be my wingman--er, lady tonight And in the morning, let's go for a walk, There's a huge park just a short distance away. We could go on one of those nature trail things! Hell yeah? Hell yeah! And maybe, after you've had some time to think, You'll see that things ain't quite a

Silently the snow does fall Silently covering all Silently burrying the pain You don't want to feel again Slowly slowly freeze the stream Slowly slowly mute the scream Slowly slowly start to heal Behind walls and under seal. Snow flake, snow flake floating down Crystal for an icy crown Snow flake, snow flake was too much Too heavy weights its soft touch And within a single second Nothing stays the same Something you hadn't reckoned Suddenly changes the game Memories fill up the room So many you can't breathe Too numerous to sort through They hit and take you along Filling up the ears, mouth and nose Also filling up your mind You can't esca